i dont care about a lot of things right now. maybe two or three things spring to my mind that i actually care about. finals are not one of them. fuck it all.
also i need to find a job or at least somethng productive to be doing with my time: video stuff for erika, band stuff with peoples, anything. also a job would mean money. although ou should, by the 25th give me a check for 3500 dolares. they cannot keep a federally dispersed check longer than two weeks, no matter how much they wanna use it for other things. that should keep me set until at least summer.
i hate certain people, in that, if they were on fire, i probably would not piss on them to put them out. i dont wish ill upon them, but if ill things happened to them i would not be unhappy. small rather annoying girls are one of them. why should it be okay for her to tell me im a waste of human life, but when i call her a stupid twat/twit, all of a sudden im the bad guy? also, if your girlfriend starts saying shit that is offensive to someone and then that someone spits something back that is mean, possibly cruel or otherwise offensive, why should you butt in? especially if what was said is not physically threatening to her, just attacks her intelligence, character, and general upbringing? i mean, one is more damaging and insulting than the other, but if she starts shit, maybe she should finish shit...especially when she is the one making ad hominem attacks when someone makes an observation or states an opinion. fuck those bitches. actually i have decided that a lot of ou is starting to bite the big one. maybe its just me being ready to leave, but lots of people on the faculty, exfaculty, current students, alumni that still hang around, piss me off and i would be better off not dealing with them in my life. case closed. i hate people. surprise!
now for sleep. maybe in the morning ill fix meself some cottage cheese and pineapples, go for a stroll around the complex and start the bullshitting anew for the new semester of finals.
z out
