Loopmasters

songs that have been stuck in my head on a constant loop for maybe two weeks:

snow patrol-run
system of a down-hypnotize!
system of a down-this cocaine makes me feel like im on this song
system of a down-vicinity of obscenity
radiohead-creep
decemberists-the tain parts i-v
white stripes-dead leaves and the dirty ground
queens of the stone age-i never came
queens of the stone age-i wanna make it wit chu
queens of the stone age-go with the flow
death from above 1979-black history month
interpol-obstacle 2
interpol-nyc
brmc-we're all in love
brmc-aint no easy way
brmc-in like the rose

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A Day That Will Live In Infamy...Well Maybe Not Infamy...

11022006
11.2.2006
2/11/06
11 February 2006
February 11, 2006

sugoku-awesome-desu

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Fairly Accurate, I Guess...

the Questioner Test finished!

you chose CY - your Enneagram type is SIX. "I am affectionate and skeptical" Questioners are responsible, trustworthy, and value loyalty to family, friends, groups, and causes. Their personalities range broadly from reserved and timid to outspoken and confrontative. How to Get Along with Me Be direct and clear. Listen to me carefully. Don't judge me for my anxiety. Work things through with me. Reassure me that everything is OK between us. Laugh and make jokes with me. Gently push me toward new experiences. Try not to overreact to my overreacting. What I Like About Being a Six being committed and faithful to family and friends being responsible and hardworking being compassionate toward others having intellect and wit being a nonconformist confronting danger bravely being direct and assertive What's Hard About Being a Six the constant push and pull involved in trying to make up my mind procrastinating because of fear of failure; having little confidence in myself fearing being abandoned or taken advantage of exhausting myself by worrying and scanning for danger wishing I had a rule book at work so I could do everything right being too critical of myself when I haven't lived up to my expectations Sixes as Children Often are friendly, likable, and dependable, and/or sarcastic, bossy, and stubborn are anxious and hypervigilant; anticipate danger form a team of "us against them" with a best friend or parent look to groups or authorities to protect them and/or question authority and rebel are neglected or abused, come from unpredictable or alcoholic families, and/or take on the fearfulness of an overly anxious parent Sixes as Parents are often loving, nurturing, and have a strong sense of duty are sometimes reluctant to give their children independence worry more than most that their children will get hurt sometimes have trouble saying no and setting boundaries Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele The Enneagram Made Easy Discover the 9 Types of People HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages You are not completely happy with the result?! You chose CY Would you rather have chosen: AY (EIGHT) BY (FOUR) CX (TWO) CZ (ONE)

My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 0% on ABC You scored higher than 55% on XYZ

Link: The Quick and Painless ENNEAGRAM Test written by felk on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

Crazies

from overheardinnewyork.com


Hobo: It's not like I even mean to keep talking. I don't wanna keep talking. They fucked up when they started making Taco Bell Doritos. They take away the molasses! Why? Because they know I like it. I smoked crack with the FBI. Hasta la vista, nigger. Next time I see you, I'm gonna blow crack smoke into your head, you fucking bitch.

Guy #1: So I'm not sure what to do...
Guy #2: If you want to know something from someone, get them drunk.

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Papers

i hate working on papers. especially for brightman, as i write in a way that he dislikes immensely: shittily. yes i am taking a break from this paper, no its not a good idea. do i care? no. and yes cookies would be good. however, i need to have a crop busted on my ass in order to get this paper done by three tomorrow. sucks, no?
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BITCHEZZZZ

007

i feel like a spy...
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Merry Fuckin' Heart Day

happy valentine's day. yeah yeah another lonely valentine's day, until i went to laura and britty's and watched star wars...that was fucking awesome, cos it was like i was doin standup cos catherine and this dude adam were there. again, i act out when around people i dont know; sorry, it's unintentional, and i know it's annoying. anyway, i would like to say that, while i did spend valentine's day alone, i was really with some of the people that i am closest to, making it lonely in the sense of i had no one to fuck, but i was with some of the people that i care about (if that makes any sense). well off to bed. i think i may be coming down with something. either that or i need to quit smoking...
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Anna Kareninininina

i hate this book. i dont want to read all 800 pages; we're only 150 in. fucks i hate this book. really, i dont like the translation i guess, cos i dont want to say i hate tolstoy, but if the dialog is written as it is in russian like it is in english, then maybe he should focus on the narrative monolog rather than the talkin. well my bitch post is over. now its all sunshine and motherfucking rainbows...
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Atlas

i feel as if a big burden has been simultaneously lifted and then placed on my shoulders. however i am ec-fucking-static about the way things have turned out...not at all the way i imagined them turning out. quite unexpected indeed; things also turned out the way that, while i hate that it has taken this long, i am more than pleased at the way it has turned out. sorry, no more details, but just know that i wil probably drink less (good for healths and whatnot) and i will also probably sleep more (as the burden of overwhelming thought has been lifted). this is so fucking awesome and happy
in other news, homecoming's choice of places sucked this year. while yes, i did drink while at the thing, it wore off after a while, and i ended up more drunk on the bus ride back than i ever was at the event. the high was a shitty place to have a party. first of all i hate when people can watch me dance, because while i do like dancing, im not necesarrily good at it, and prefer for there to be little illumination. also the security were a bunch of pain in the asses. i could not explore. i would have liked it more if it were dark enough for me to just swig openly from a flask, but as it is i killed it in the bathroom. the westin was much better for a party than the high museum, but thats my humble opinion. i much more enjoyed the the pregaming party and the hanging out with friends than i did the actual event, if that makes sense...
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Maybe Not

What does your handwriting say about YOU?

The results of your analysis say:

You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry.
You are a social person who likes to talk and meet others.
You are affectionate, passionate, expressive, and future-oriented.
You are not very reserved, impatient, self-confident and fond of action.
You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.

different when i wrote and when i signed...

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I Tricked Graphology!

The results of your analysis say:

You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry.
You are a person who thinks before acting, intelligent and thorough.
You are diplomatic, objective, and live in the present.
You are reserved, shy, cautious, and thoughtful.
You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.

What does your handwriting say about YOU?

The Hardest Part

why do the things we mean the most are always the hardest to say? ive had something brewing in my head for a couple of weeks now...but i can never find the right time to say it. and the post secret things are not the right ways to do it. things must be said at some point, even if they change everything around you drastically, which i dont think this will. however, there is always that possibility...really its best to not think about it right now, for me, as i have a brightman paper i should be working on. therefore this will be continued in the near future...
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I Dont Like Mondays

tomorrow is supposed to rain. fourth monday in a row.
laney amps are awesome. i played with my brother this weekend, cos he got a new amp, from england. it is fucking awesome. its light, it is loud, and best of all, its tube powered, 50W at 4 ohms. this means i have to play louder to be heard over him...
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The Unbearable Lightness of Beating

sometimes, violence is funny. hell, sometimes violence is fucking hilarious to most people. why should brightman find it odd that i find vulgarity hilarious, then wonder why i dont find slapstick or physical violence funny? misogyny is hilarious, especially when it is overly exaggerrated, as are racial slurs, sexist comments and bigotry in general, when it is overly exaggerrated to comdeic effect. i dont find it funny when people actually call women bitches. when chappelle calls women bitches it is funny, because it is making a point; the point is that people actually speak that way, racially, sexually, and they dont realise the wrong in what they say. vulgarity and crudeness are only funny to those who realise the point in being offensive to the extreme.
also, dont mock, ridicule or question things that you have not seen. if you have not seen nor heard the aristocrats, then dont jump to conclusions and assume that it is devoid of any point whatsoever.
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My Vow Is Broken

yes, i broke my unknown vow. i havent masturbated in a little over 2 weeks, just because i didnt feel the urge, not that i couldnt. then the night before last, i couldnt help myself. it made me feel better...
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