Full of Sap

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to take more than give in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

interesting...


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Mmmm...Pocky...

You Are Reverse Pocky

Your attitude: rebellious and clever Non-conformist, but curiously a trendsetter With you, up is down... and it's a wild ride!

What Flavor Pocky Are You?

also the colonoscopy things was a joke. i know what that is. i guess the joke about grammatical things went over people's heads. i just imagined a person pouring over a paper, checking to make sure the colons and semicolons are used correctly. i guess it wasnt very funny....

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Ben's Quizzzzzz

1. Have you had sex in the last week?
yes

2. Have you kissed someone in the last week?
yes

3. If yes, did you like it?...
why would i not?

5. What is the last thing that you drank?
Water

6. Who is the last person you think about at night?
umm...if im by myself, i just focus on the creeping in of oblivion. if im sleeping with someone, then that person. cos i snore. even if its male, if theyre in the room im worried that ill keep them up...usually, however, it's britty...

7. Elvis or James Dean?
elvis

8. Who is one person you can't stand from high school?
andrew davis...fuck that guy

9. What grade did you make in college algebra?
havent taken it, wont. i have to take great ideas but thats not college algebra. i think...

10. If you could have sex w/ one person right now who would it be and why?
britty...there need be no reason...

11. what are you wearing right now?
droog stewie shirt, shorts...

12. Do you like someone right now?
yes

14. Do you think lesbians are hot?
not especially...not exactly my thing...

15. Have you ever "experimented" w/ the same sex?
no...

16. What is your fav alcoholic drink?
whiskey, rum, expensive vodka...

17. Fav non alcoholic?
water

18. If you could have one wish what would it be?
godhood...

20. Do you know what tofu is?
i agree with ben. this question is retarded.

21. Have you ever eaten it?
yes...?

22. Do you know what a colonoscopy is?
noo~ (maybe a grammatical review of a paper...? heh)

24. Do you know who plays at least a small part in every Adam Sandler movie?
rob shneider

25. Do you want to go back to high school?
nope...occasionally, yes...

26. Who is your arch enemy?
your mom...shes says no but she means yes...thats how i interpret it...she cant refute it when she cant respond

27. If you could go back to one time in your life and change something, would you?
yes

28. This is for guys and girls - Do you or have you ever read Cosmo?
yes

31. Your favorite color?
black, green...

32. Paul Walker or Ryan Phillippe?
ryan phillipe...way of the gun, cruel intentions...i rest my case

34. Smurfs or Carebears?
carebears...sorry, smurfs are boring...

35. Favorite ex?
laura? yeah her...the one from way back...

36. Do you want platinum or gold for your wedding band?
white gold or platinum. i dont likes the gold, tis tacky...

37. Have you ever paid to have your eyebrows waxed?
no

38. Do you shave your back?
no

39. Have you ever watched porn and thought it was funny?
Of course.

40. Have you ever flashed someone?
yes

41. Who is your best friend?
cant pick one...

42. How many children do you want to have?
2 at most...

43. Are you pro-choice or pro-life?
Pro-choice

44. Republican or Democrat?
i listen to the argument before i pass judgement...generally democrat, but there are exeptions...

45. What religion (if any) are you?
my own form of amalgamated beliefs

46. How many times a day do you brush your teeth?
two

47. Do you think that the tobacco companies should pay for that?
sure, they have shittons of money...

48. What scares you?
dunno ive kinda lost the reasons for the things that im scared of...

49. What makes you happy?
lots of things...

50. If you could have one person in your bed tonight who would it be?
i have who i want in my bed tonight...

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ps vacation will be awesome! also annas birthday...

Summer Blockbuster Extravaganza!!

this is hilarious and i cant wait...

(im joking, this looks shitty and is a joke. i understand. assholes)

never seen this, but damn!...

looks fun...

also hilarious...

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Goddamn

wanna see something fucking stupid and annoying?

wanna see something disturbing?

how about something fucking awesome?

and this i just like... (click to download)

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Fun With Germans That Does NOT Involve Burning...Well Some...

you wanna what?

the german reads "need eye glasses?"

and this isnt german, but it involves hilarious fire...

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Gran Turismo 4

i have forgotten how much i enjoy racing games that are actually realistic...what with all the enhancements, realistic enhancements i might add...also the fun of racing for monies...i love monies...
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Spike In My Veins

lou reed and john cale doing 'heroin' in france. any questions?

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She Wants Revenge

ive been listening to tear you apart a lot lately. really all day, kind of on loop. that might seem wierd, but when im not listening to it, its still playing in my head. anxiety is no fun...that seems to be what ive felt, growing each day more and more. its like a big thing sitting in the pit of my stomach. maybe a few talks with people will help. i wish i could just make myself say things to people when things upset me for reasons, but i always seem to just shut my mouth at the last second and not say anything. this just leads to drinking copious amounts afterward and i dont want to do that anymore...i wish i could talk to people. there will be no foreseeable chance to talk with people before something that ive been kind of imagining and reimagining over and over in my head, all in ways that make me even more anxious, ways that i would rather things not play out. im sorry for the rambling cryptic post, but i kind of feel rambling and noncoherent.
z out, chewing nails and trying not to solve problems with strong drink.

Copy of A Copy

everything seems fuzzy to me right now. i am in a routine...get up, eat lunch, fuck around, eat dinner, exercise, shower, bed around 2-3 am. rinse, repeat. i cant wait until the beach. then i will see britty. i didnt think it was possible to miss any one person as much as i feel i do right now.
i also miss everyone in the ou crew. i cant wait to be back.

well, for this review in music
red hot chili peppers- stadium arcadium- ehh, good for a chilis album. cool being a double album. those seem o be all the rage now...3/5
tool-10000 days-fucking excellent. i am a tool fan already, but this one was worth the wait. 4/5
raconteurs-broken boy soldiers-catchy songs, good hooks, standard "indie-pop" from jack white and brenden benson. considering that they wrote all the songs, not surprising at the catchiness...however, i paid ten dollars for it, normally its fourteen. my beef is that the album is barely thirty minutes...too short for the money but that doesnt factor in the quality of music recieved...3 1/2 /5

like i said, i just need to see certain people.

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I Roll Twenties...

i am now 20 years old.
*poke poke*
i dont feel any different...am i supposed to?

anyway, i hate being in spartanburg again. i cant wait until the next time i leave. more importantly i cant wait to go to the beach. though lots of time be spent with family, it will also be time spent with my girlfriend, which will make me ultra happy...
anyway, im going to bed now.
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For Anyone That Didn't Get The Memo...

i will not look at my hotmail account anymore. the new email address that i will be checking is

gnomicgnosis@gmail.com

also, geeze, if you are reading this, i needs me a bass player this summer. for serious undertakings in music. i plan on getting with my bro and ryan and writing songs up and actually using that digital recordr we have. maybe the four-track if it works right after repairs...email me sometime and we can set something up...

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Rayne=Ben

this reminds me of something that would happen to ben...

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No Noose Is Good Noose...

How do my friends see me?
Le Tigre- "On The Verge"
"Grag some clothes, three chords and a video camera.
Maybe a mic, some handwipes, a typewriter, and a hammer"
Where will I get married?
Depeche Mode- "Strangelove"
"But when you think I've had enough,From your sea of love
I'll take more than another riverfull,And I'll make it all worthwhile
I'll make your heart smile"
What is my best friend's theme song?
Cream- "Spoonful"
"Just a little spoon of your precious love
Will satisfy my soul."
What is the story of my life?
The Deadly Snakes- "The Banquet"

What is/was highschool like?
the Concretes- "Fiction"

How can I get ahead in life?
Foo Fighters- "Another Round"
"Lets go another round
I will follow you down and out"
What is the best thing about me?
Rolling Stones- "Stop Breaking Down"
"Ev'ry time I'm walking all down the street
Some pretty mama start breaking down on me."
How is today going to be?
Led Zeppelin- "Whole Lotta Love"
"Way, way down inside, I’m gonna give you my love,
I’m gonna give you every inch of my love"
What is in store for this weekend?
Black Rebel Motorcycle Club- "Still Suspencion Holds You Tight"

What song describes my parents?
No Doubt- "Rock Steady"
"They sit there and they laugh
I sit here and I can't believe my eyes"
How is my life going?
Lou Reed- "Andy's Chest"
"If I could be anything in the world that flew
I would be a bat and come swooping after you"
What song will they play at my funeral?
Queen- "Sweet Lady"
"You bring me down
You shout around
You don't believe that I'm alone."
How does the world see me?
Verve Pipe- "Photograph"
"if there's a crease in my face over
time, there's plenty more where
that came from"
Will I have a happy life?
Dave Brubeck- "Take Five"

What do my friends really think of me?:
Muse- "Bliss"
"Everything about you is how I wanna be
Your freedom comes naturally"
Do people secretly lust after me?
Rasputina- "Herb Girls of Berkenau"
"The Herb Girls of Birkenau walk by on a hill.
With berries in aprons, I still see them still. "
How can I make myself happy?
Beatles- "Within You, Without You"
"We were talking-about the space between us all
And the people-who hide themselves behind a wall of illusion"
What should I do with my life?
Los Lonely Boys- "Dime Mi Amor"
"Just tell me you love me again
Say I'm your man
I'll do everything that I can"
Will I ever have children?
System of A Down- "Peephole"
"Do you believe, when you’re high,
That your life is tried"
What is some good advice for me?
Misfits- "Crimson Ghost"
"I know your every move behind this face
I have control over expendable slaves
When confrontation comes down to the wire
I’ll use my cyclotrode and commence the fire"
What is my signature dancing song?
Nirvana- "Breed"
"I don't care – X4
Care if It's old
I don't mind X4
mind i don't have a mind"
What do I think my current theme song is?
Depeche Mode- "Personal Jesus"
"Your own personal jesus
Someone to hear your prayers
Someone who cares
Your own personal jesus
Someone to hear your prayers
Someone who’s there"
What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
U2- "The First Time"
"I have a lover
A lover like no other
She got soul, soul, soul, sweet soul
And she teach me how to sing

Shows me colours when there's none to see
Gives me hope when I can't believe
That for the first time
I feel love"
What type of men/women do you like?
Beatles- "Rocky Racoon"
"There lived a young boy named Rocky Raccoon
And one day his woman ran off with another guy"
some of thes things made no sense...maybe if i looked at the lyrics they might apply...
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ps this is better than writing brightman's paper...

Soundtrack of My Life

Your Life: The Soundtrack

So here is how it works. Open your choice of music player [itunes, for example] and put it on shuffle. Press play. For every question type the song thats on. And when you go to a new question press the next button. Ready? GO!

Opening credits: Led Zeppelin-Moby Dick [Live Version] (awesome drum solo...bonham is my favorite drummer, and i am a drummer)

Waking up: Chumbawumba-The Big Issue

Average day:Misfits-Speak of the Devil

First date: The Concretes-Change In The Weather

Falling in love: Tenacious D-FHG

Fight scene: Bob Dylan-Fixin' To Die

Breaking up: Hot Hot Heat-Shame On You

Getting back together: System of a Down-Toxicity

Secret love: The Blood Brothers-James Brown

Life's okay: Lords of Acid-Drink My Honey

Mental breakdown: The White Stripes-I Think i Smell A Rat

Driving: Bob Dylan-Ballad of A Thin Man

Learning a lesson:Jimi Hendrix-May This Be Love

Deep thought: Metal Gear Solid 2 OST-Revolver Ocelot

Flashback: Black Keys-Hurt Like Mine

Partying:Franz Ferdinand-I'm Your Villain

Happy dance: Johnny Cash-One Piece At A Time

Regretting: Cream-Deserted Cities of The Heart

Long night alone: Radiohead-I Can't

Death Scene:Beatles-Eleanor Rigby

End Credits: Black Keys-Grown So Ugly

that was entertaining at least...
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James Paul Cox

my grandfather died may 1 2006 at 11.00 pm. i got the call five minutes later.
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