The Hardest Part

why do the things we mean the most are always the hardest to say? ive had something brewing in my head for a couple of weeks now...but i can never find the right time to say it. and the post secret things are not the right ways to do it. things must be said at some point, even if they change everything around you drastically, which i dont think this will. however, there is always that possibility...really its best to not think about it right now, for me, as i have a brightman paper i should be working on. therefore this will be continued in the near future...
z out