cramps v. anxiety
this sucks...i am anxious and i cant sleep and i cant talk cos im a fucking bother and a nuisance and i repeat myself. this fucking sucks...
my stomach is in knots and that bottle of whiskey in the fridge is looking mighty good at letting me go to sleep. i just keep fidgeting and shaking and tossing and turning. i was feeling depressed, but now i feel even shittier and i have a feeling in a couple of hours, i will feel shitty even more on top of that. everything sucks and i dont know how i can fix it; all i do is cause problems and i dont help anything. maybe im shit. i feel like an asshole more and more and i dont like doing it. i feel like a waste of space and that everything i touch turns to shit.
otherwise im fucking peachy...
z
my stomach is in knots and that bottle of whiskey in the fridge is looking mighty good at letting me go to sleep. i just keep fidgeting and shaking and tossing and turning. i was feeling depressed, but now i feel even shittier and i have a feeling in a couple of hours, i will feel shitty even more on top of that. everything sucks and i dont know how i can fix it; all i do is cause problems and i dont help anything. maybe im shit. i feel like an asshole more and more and i dont like doing it. i feel like a waste of space and that everything i touch turns to shit.
otherwise im fucking peachy...
z
posted by OOKKI-SAN! at 4:48 AM
3 Comments:
Hey, that pretty describes how I felt yesterday. I promise you're never a bother and please call me anytime you need to talk/vent/etc.
You're none of those things...except peachy. :( I love you.
You know what we all need I think...an Oglebitch day. I'm seeing booze, the quad or wherever, and a lot of bitching about each and everything both on campus and off that needs to be damned to hell.
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