Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Survey Time: have fun reading this by the way

Basics

Your gender: Male
Straight/Gay/Bi: Bi
Single?: No
Birthdate: May 16
Your age: 20
Age you act: /shrug
Age you wish you were: /shrug
Your height: 6,1
Eye color: Brown
Happy with it?: Nope
Hair color: At the moment dark brown
Happy with it?: Nope
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: Righty
Your living arrangement: family unfortunately
Your family: my mom, dad, brother jacob
Have any pets?: i dont, family does
What's your job?: job?
Piercings?: none right now
Tattoos?: soon...
Obsessions?: music
Addictions?: /shrug...alkeyhol?
Do you speak any other language? spanish, a little japanese
Have a favorite quote?: "Fuck 'em"
Do you have a webpage?: thebigzz.blogspot.com
music-n-shits.blogspot.com

Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it

Do you live in the moment?: no
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Until they make me get pissed off
Do you have any secrets?: of course...why wouldnt i have secrets? i love them
Do you hate yourself?: mildly
Do you like your handwriting?: /shrug
Do you have any bad habits?: oh yeah...
What is the compliment you get from most people?: /shrug. dont really pay that much attention...dont really believe most people...i guess maybe my eyes?
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? "Fucked"
What's your biggest fear?: mushrooms
Can you sing?: maybe...never tried
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: nope
Are you a loner?: not at all...i needs people
What are your #1 priorities in life?: being happy?
If you were another person, would you be friends with you? maybe
Are you a daredevil?: /shrug
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I hate my looks
Are you passive or agressive?: passive
Do you have a journal?: see webpages above
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: dunno...not good at self analysis
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:wieght, maybe looks...prolly looks
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: not particularly
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: too many to name
Do you think life has been good so far?: in some parts yes
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: dont poke things with sharp sticks, then tend to fight back
What do you like the most about your body?: dont like my body
And least?: body
Do you think you are good looking?: no
Are you confident?: depends on what I’m doin
What is the fictional character you are most like?: silent bob?
Are you perceived wrongly?: i think so

Do You...

Smoke?: yes...trying to quit..every now and then i do
Do drugs?: occasionally
Read the newspaper?: just the comics
Pray?: not anymore... i gave up
Go to church?: ^ same as above
Talk to strangers who IM you?: Of course... gotta meet new people somehow
Sleep with stuffed animals?: ...no?
Take walks in the rain?: Yup...i love the rain
Talk to people even though you hate them?: when I’m bored or lonely.
Drive?: Yup
Like to drive fast?: yeah... though going 90 in a 45 then realizing I didn’t have my license was scary

Would or Have You Ever?

Liked your voice?:no
Hurt yourself?: yup it was stupid tho
Been out of the country?: several times
Eaten something that made other people sick?: no
Been in love?: i am right now actually
Done drugs?: yes
Gone skinny dipping?: ...if i did i was really fucked up so ill say no
Had a medical emergency?: yeah
Had surgery?: yes
Ran away from home?: no
Played strip poker?: no
Gotten beaten up?: no
Beaten someone up?: yeah bitches
Been picked on?: yeah
Been on stage?: yup... i love it
Slept outdoors?: yeah
Thought about suicide?: yeah
Pulled an all nighter?: i am an insomniac
If yes, what is your record?: 5 days...when coming from spain back to america i was up 96 hrs, but that was timezones i think
Gone one day without food?: yes
Talked on the phone all night?: yeah
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yeah
Slept all day?: yeah
Made out with a stranger?: no
Had sex with a stranger?: nope
Thought you're going crazy?: yeah many times
Kissed the same sex?: yes
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
Had a dream that came true?: Yeah all the time
Broken the law?: ya, mostly when i drive
Met a famous person?: yeah
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no
On purpose?: no
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: yeah
Stolen anything?: yeah
Been on radio/tv?: yup
Been in a mosh-pit?: yeah
Had a nervous breakdown?: not that i know of...
Bungee jumped?: no
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yeah

Beliefs

Belive in life on other planets?: sure
Miracles?: /shrug
Astrology?: /shrug
Magic?: sure
God?: I use to... not so sure anymore
Satan?: /shrug
Santa?: no
Ghosts?: no
Luck?: no not really
Love at first sight?: definitely...i am under it...
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: yes
Witches?: /shrug
Easter bunny?: no
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: For the person you love.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no!
Do you wish on stars?: yeah but it doesn't work

Deep Theological Questions

Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: no
Do you think God has a gender?: /shrug
Do you believe in organized religion?: no definitely not
Where do you think we go when we die?: /shrug...maybe reincarnation? thats a favorite of mine, though probably not

Friends

Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yeah.
Who is your best friend?: just one?
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: kevan kyle
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: dunno, havent really thought about it...if it makes sense i just do it cos it makes sense...
Your favorite inside joke?: strawberry cheescake
Thing you're picked on most about?: dunno...manipulation? i can be a bastard sometimes...especially in high school
Who's your longest known friend?: kevan kyle
Talking to? myself
Newest?: geeze
Shyest?: geeze
Funniest?: kevan or ben, maybe stu
Sweetest?: britty
Closest?: kevan or britty
Weirdest?: ben
Smartest?: kevan
Ditziest?: dont have ditsy friends...dont like ditzes
Friends you miss being close to the most?: dunno
Last person you talked to online?: britty
Who do you talk to most online?: britty
Who are you on the phone with most?: britty
Who do you trust most?: kevan or britty
Who listens to your problems?: most of my friends
Who do you fight most with?: none really
Who's the nicest?:dunno
Who's the most outgoing?: dunno
Who's the best singer?: britty
Who's on your shit-list?: too long to write out
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: yeah...do i have to name names?
Who's your second family?: none really
Do you always feel understood?: nope
Who's the loudest friend?: ben
Do you trust others easily?: depends
Who's house were you last at?: ryan
Do your friends know you?: some...others dont
Friend that lives farthest away: stu...soon britty

Love and All That

Do you consider love a mistake?: no, never. then again i guess i am a bit of a Romantic...truth, love, and beauty...
What do you find romantic?: lots of things
turn-on?: intelligence, emotional support/openness, and just general closeness. also, yeah attractiveness is there to...if i find the person attractive then that also turns me on...
Turn-off?: stupidity
First kiss?: i liked it
If someone who you had no interest in had interest in dating you, how would u feel?: still trying to work this feeling out...apparently people losing wieght makes them ultra appealable?
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going out: yes
Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: yes
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: no...i have lusted, but i dont think that i have ever been romantically attracted to more than two people...one for sure, as i am with that person...the other coud have been just a deep crush...didnt feel the same as this
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: Nah
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: that they don’t like me?
What's the last present someone gave you?: fear and loathing in las vegas on dvd and the collected works of johnny the homicidal maniac
Are you in love?: most definitely

z out

3 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

I might just break down and do this. I am so freaking bored

Wednesday, July 19, 2006 at 8:04:00 AM EDT  
Blogger Fifth said...

Who is this Kevan? I will find and destroy him.

Wednesday, July 19, 2006 at 9:43:00 AM EDT  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Nice colors. Keep up the good work. thnx!
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Saturday, July 22, 2006 at 3:36:00 AM EDT  

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