Abound, Abound

i wish i could feel better, but more importantly, i wish i could help britty...i want to cure all anxieties and stuff, and i thought i could earlier. now it may not be so, unless i can get around 4-500 dollars in like four weeks, most likely three. i really wanna be there for her, otherwise what good am i? shes been there for me and i feel like a shit bcos i might not be able to be there for her. it sucks when you arent able to help someone that you wish you could, especially when the plan was you were going to be able to just days before...

z out, thinking about the future...