Because Adam Smith Is Boring

i am already ready to be on break again. at least then i would be able to just play music all the time, not have to worry about asking parents for moneys and just generally chilling with friends. i wish that i could just chill with friends twenty-four/seven. also i wish my secret would break through, cos really, ive just been wandering around with thoughts and shiznits, wandering around, and just generally feeling shittier and shittier until i can force myself to speak it aloud. so far ive been pushed to the breaking point only once, and that was a slip-up. well, here's hoping that everything turns out for the best...
z out