The Chaos Is Spreading

i am getting sick and i hate it. im gonna havta start sleeping with my window closed, as much as i hate it, bcos everyday for maybe the past week, i have been getting up and my throat gets more and more sore. mmm bird flu. i keep thinking that maybe whiskey will help kill whatever infection there is in my throat, but i doubt it. in fact, if i remember high school biology correctly, alkeyhol actually weakens the immune system, but cie la vie; i love my alkeyhol. i also have decided to stop this stupid ass vow to drink less. according to leah, a high percentage of college students actually have the symptoms of alcoholics, but then after college, those symptoms drop. so i feel i have nothing to worry about. HIM happens tomorrow night, so yah for love-metal and goth music. nothing more here except i feel like shit, same old same old whining shit that i ll save for when it is really important; this is just me feeling sick, not an actual emotional shittiness...or so methinks...
z out